MONDRO

Sometimes it takes a long time to find who you are! Particularly when the whole world just force you to do that but your body & soul just roaring to do what you really want; then someone find how worst the battle is! To find myself fall in love with a boy is one of the most puzzling things that happened in life. I perplexed what should I do. I can’t resist myself to love him. I haven’t no girlish behavior, even in college they call me lady killer also. But the reality is I fall in love with my friend. I felt jealous when he showed more attention to others then me. One day I gathered courageous & told him about my feelings. He was very astonished to hear & from that day he didn’t keep friendship with me. I just made him promised that he wouldn’t tell no one about it. From that day a very flowering boy was dead inside. I bear a body which always in a battle with my soul. But I hope one day will come when the emotion that I have; the reality that is hidden inside me; will get it’s crown. Love should be happened with love, gender is nothing there.

Source: BAH ( Bangladesh Against Homophobia)