MONDRO

My age is 16 and yes, I’m still young, please don’t judge, and I’m from Mymensingh! I’m bisexual! At first, I didn’t know I was bisexual until I started having this unusual feeling for my own cousin (girl cousin)! So I thought, “It’s just a feeling, leave it,” but again it happened, so I felt like something is wrong with me! Then, after one year, I realized I’m bisexual, before that I thought I was a lesbian! Now I’m from a Muslim family! Respected Muslim family which will never accept me! When I start supporting LGBT! I got the news that my parents hate LGBT! My sister hates it and basically my bro too! So one day I told my older sis I think I’m bisexual, she didn’t take it that well, so then later I told her it was me being funny! The people who know my secret are three of my friends and my three cousins! I don’t know what to do now! It feels like I’m in a maze where I can’t get out! I want to experience stuff like love! I already have anxiety and disorders! So I’m afraid always what will others say! It felt good to share, to be honest! I seriously want to be tough, maybe you guys can help me! To be honest, I wanna start my life by loving a girl first, for me girls understand others better he he! Can somebody give me some tip?

Source: BAH ( Bangladesh Against Homophobia )