The Boy Inside of Me

I am trans guy, 26 years old, currently in the process of sex change from female to male (of course without any acknowledgement of my parents). From my childhood, I feel a boy inside myself, though physically I am a girl. I loved my close friend who left me after a 2 year relationship. She told me that she wanted to change me. She is married now. 

Recently, I told my family about myself and generally they denied. Sometimes, they are forcing me, sometimes they are trying to make me understand. But they don’t want to understand me just because of society, religion and relatives. I am tired of this acting. My family is doubting with my outlook changes, for example my voice. But I want to expose myself after my chest reconstruction surgery. I feel alone, don’t know is there any girl for me or not. Just waiting for everything.


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