A Secret Crush

Well, am an alumna who basically got a serious crush on her graduation day from school. It was a female teacher whom I never got a class of, unfortunately! Well, when I was actually in 10th grade I used to see her, but had no feelings towards her. I graduated in ’16, but the ceremony was held in ’17, basically that day took everything away from me. I don’t know what it was, maybe she was looking way more beautiful that day. So, yeah I regret not getting even a proxy class of hers.

Eventually, I added her on Facebook and messaged her after a week, I guess! Because I have been thinking how should I approach constantly?! So finally I knocked her by asking her to take tuition of mine as I was really having problem with a subject, but unfortunately she wasn’t the subject teacher. Pretty much a way of starting a conversation to be honest. So one day she messaged me as she looked up for the subject teacher. And literally my heart was playing “Tumse Milke Dil Ka Hai Jo Hal Kya Kahe” like over a thousand times. I controlled myself and talked nicely and coped up.

One day, I was pretty much high, I was almost going to tell her about my feelings, but I controlled. I am not loving this control actually, I really want to tell her, but as her post says she’s straight af! Well, the good part is she’s not married and she’s a leo like me. And she’s in her fifties probably. Part of me says she’s gay as hell! I really want to tell her, but then again I might have to face her any day in school again! 😪

Source: BAH ( Bangladesh Against Homophobia)

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