Hopeless

I am a girl who likes girls. Honestly, I’m not happy about it. I don’t like boys, I like girls. I can never have a wife because I’m also a girl and “that’s not allowed,” “that’s haraam,” “that’s illegal.” My parents and everyone else always talks about me getting a boyfriend in the future, then marrying him. My mother mentions this hypothetical boyfriend every five minutes because I’m “at that age”. But I don’t want a boyfriend, I never want to be with a man. I like girls. And I can’t be with a girl. How am I supposed to be happy? I feel sad and frustrated and angry at straight people. How dare they talk about relationships and marriage to me when I can never marry someone I love? How dare they have partners they love and be happy together when I can never even hold hands with a girl romantically? How dare they be happy with someone they love when they won’t let me love? I can never be happy this way and I blame straight persons for not letting us love and for acting like we don’t even exist. I feel nothing but hatred towards you people. I hope all your children are born homosexual.

Source: BAH ( Bangladesh Against Homophobia)

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