Amr boyosh ekhn 20 chole,honours 2nd year e CSE niye porchi.Ajke eikhne eshe kichu ktha khub blte iccha holo ja kkhno karo shthe bla hoye utheni shudhu amr priyotoma k chara.Ami ekta meye(biologically) kintu mon r atta shb amr ekjon purush er moto,chotobela thekei ami khub danpite,durshahoshi jeta shbai amke ble.Shbsmy hashi moja krte valobashi.Jehetu mon theka ami ekta chele ty shbsmy khela dula amr posonder.Jibon e emn kono khela nai ja ami kkhno try korinai,pray shb khelay parodorshi na holeo cricket ebong handball e ami onk valo.To chotobela thekey shbsmy chelder shngei mishtm r meye dekhle lojja petam.Tkhn oi boyoshe kisu bujhtm na kintu ekhn bujhsi ashole ami k.To class 5 porjonto dadu bar silm r 6e notun bari kora hoy ,to ama shekhane chole ashi.Trpr thekei shuru hoy amr valobasha r jibon jekhane ami khuje pai amr priyotoma k ,tar shonge amr dekha hoya ta thik onk ta cinema r moto.Ekdin saade uthe onnonekta sade dekhi she dariye ase ,oita amr prothom dekha dur theke.Oidin e kmn ekta chokhe chokhe valolaga shuru hoy.To oi ghotonar pray onk mash por ami jane pari j she amr mami r cousin er bandhubi.Ami r amr khalato vai khub golay golay thktm,to amra oder bashay onk kichu chure mrtm.Kkhno it kkhno polythene r moyla packet kkhno juta eshb.Bolte gele tar shthe amra iccha kore dushtumi krtm.To dhe r tar bandhubi o onk kotha blto dur theke rag hoye .Kintu amra to thambar patro noi ,amra ro beshi krtm.Evabe cholte cholte ami jkhn amr bashar pashe amr ek cousin er saade pray bikale jetam tkhn tader basha theke oi saad er purota e dekha jeto r she amke lukiye lukiye dekhto ba kkhno baranday eshe amr dike ar choke takato.Amr o vlolgto takate oivabe dekhte.Ami pray e saade jetm shudhu take dur theke ovabe dekhte.To ekdin she amke daklo tar ekta art kore dite school e joma deyr jnno.Tkhn ami 8 e pori r she amr 1bosor junior.To oidin er por theke she amke bollo protidin bikele tader bashay ashte .Ami to khub khushi kintu ektu itostoto o holam.Aste aste ashte lglm protidin tader bashay.She r ami tader khola uthan e hat tam,golpo krtm shiri te boshe thktm, dujon takaiye yhktm dujon er dike,evabei katte thklo.Majhe shajhe ami jkhn tar shthe onk ta free holam tkhn take ami gift o ditm.Aste aste she amr khub close hoye gelo,intimate o hoye jetm kintu physically ksu hoyni tkhno.To ekdin onk intimate situation e ami take love bite diye dilm jodio ami kkhno haat a dhorini tar age.karon ami voy petm.vatm ami e hoyto onno kichu vbchi ,she to amke bondhu o vbte pre,take harano r voy silo amr.kintu oidin ami take love bite diye boshi r she o amke love bite dey.Ami trpr bashay chole ashi r trpr er din emn vab kori je kichui hoyni karon ami shudhu voy petm jodi she khrp mne kore.Ty r mukh fute kichu blini.Kintu tar chokhe amr jnno shudhu valobasha dekhtm.Evabe pray 3 bosor kete jay r ekdin shuni j tara tader notun bari koreche ebong shekhane chole jbe ,tkhn she class 10 e pore .Ami tkhn vbte lglm jodi na bli smr moner ktha to kkhno bla hoye utbena.Er e moddhe amr family mile ghurte jai ekjaygay .Trpr 3 din dekha hoyna amdr ,ami khub miss kori take .Ekta din tar mukh na dekhle ami shanti paina.R amra tkhn phn e msg e ktha bltm oi sharadhin er tuki taki khbr nitm.To hotat she bollo ami nki tar crush ,jodio ami jigesh krechilm take.To tkhn mne ekta jor pelm r tr porer din e ami take propose krlm r she accept o krlo.Ami bari firey prothom e tar hat dhorl ,she khub lajuk r lojja o pelo.Tr 2 din por ami take hut kore kiss o krlm.R evabe shuru holo prem.Trpr tara ekhan theke chole shei tader notun barite chole gelo amr theke onk dure.Jaba r age r din raate onk kedechilm ami r she,jofio ami shohoje kadina.Dujone onk protisruti krechi j kkhno dujon dujon k chere kothao jbona.R evabe shuru holo amdr long distance relationship.Amdr protidin pjne ktha hoto.Ekdin ktha na hole she khub mn khrp krto.R evabei she r ami katate lglm amdr dingulo.Kkhno jhogra hoto kkhno oviman abr khub ador.she khub norom ebong thanda mathar ekti meye,r jekhane ami puro ulto.Tobuo dujon dujon k khub valobashi.Take ami khub ador kri ebong support kri.Ami aste aste koyekbar dekhao kri tar shonge.pray 18 mash pore amdr dekha hoy,shedin amdr jiboner shbcheye beshi khushi r din chilo.Evabe pray dekha krtm kintu onk mash por por.Karon she onk dure thkto.R evabei cholte cholte aj kete gese pray 4 bosor.Agami 14 September amdr anniversary. Amra dujon dujon k khub valobashi.Future plan k korchei.Bahiree deshe jabo r dujon shongshar krbo.Sharajibon ekshthe thkbo.She amr jibon er shb kichu.Ami tmke khub valobashi prio.jodi kkhno ei post ta dekho to jene rakho tmr shami tmke khub valobashe.O ha r ekta ktha,amra dujon biye kore niyechi 2018 r 18 December e.Biye ta obossho Phone r moddhei hoy,haha.
Source: BAH ( Bangladesh Against Homophobia)