My Feelings

I’m a 20-year-old homoromantic girl.I did not like the company of boys since childhood and it reached the point of extreme dislike when I was abused by my cousin. From then on, I can’t think of any boy as my life partner…

I’m a tomboy type… I do like girls most. I used to think that if I were a boy, I wouldn’t have so much trouble choosing girls. In my behavior, everyone always tells me that unfortunately she was born a girl and that she is a whole boy.I got the idea about lesbians and I know myself as a lesbian. And to learn more about lesbians I joined some lesbian groups… went to talk to a few lesbians and I was actually shocked. As soon as I started talking to the 1st one, she started talking about sex, whether I ever did it, whether I was interested. I am asexual. I have no sexual attraction. When I told her that, she got angry and said you are not a lesbian. Then she insulted me and blocked me. She didn’t even try to understand my feelings.

I like girls but not sexually attracted. It’s not my fault… So, I have a question, does it mean that love is not possible without sexuality or it is not possible only in our country???I can’t even tell my best friends my own, I can’t figure out what to do or what not to do… I’m going to go crazy… What should I do? Someone help me…One request… Let me know if any of you are like me or interested in friendship.

Source: BAH (Bangladesh Against Homophobia)

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