Revolving Roulette

I am a 20 y/o woman who is in love with another woman. I really love her and I want to be with her for the rest of my life. We are currently dating for more than a year. Our story is quite different. People see us as the inseparable best friends. She is my life now, my everything. Anyone who is reading this, you have no idea how emotional I am while writing this. We both want to be together till the end. But I’m getting older and as I belong to a Bangladeshi Muslim family, of course my family is going to marry me off someday soon. I don’t know what to do. My family is kind of religious and I can not get out of the country anytime soon. I don’t know what is going to happen, I don’t even want to think about it. I have some very unrealistic plans like, maybe I’ll get to meet a guy who is gay and get married with him ‘just for show’ and then get out of the country and idk marry my girlfriend whom I love. I feel like everything is possible if you truly want it. I really hope I find that guy who will be my friend and we’ll help each other out. I feel so helpless every second of my life. I sometimes regret going into the relationship with her because I never thought someone could be THIS important for me. She really means the world to me and I can’t lose her at any cost now. I don’t know what to do. Please pray for me, for us.

Source: BAH( Bangladesh Against Homophobia)

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